When your world comes crashing down

But, God.

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."

Through all the thoughts, emotions, and confusion of the past few days, God continually brings this to my mind.  I claim that.  I am seeing that.  One day I will be able to share this story, God's story, to the full extent.  Although we may not always understand the how's or the why's, we are called to have faith.  I may not have all the questions answered, but I know God's got this.  He's got me.  He's got my family.  No one, when asked how they would like their life to play out would choose to go through trials or hardships.  But if we could see the end result, would we say the same?  God sees the whole picture.  He knows the story already and I know He works all things for the good.

Peace.

"And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

I've watched many people go through trauma with such grace and faith.  From the outside, it's easy to question how.  Being in it, the only explanation is God has given me peace.  It doesn't make sense, and yet it is there.  

Beauty for ashes.

"To all who mourn in Israel he will give: beauty for ashes; joy instead of mourning; praise instead of heaviness. For God has planted them like strong and graceful oaks for his own glory."

God can make beauty out of ashes.  When we are at our deepest despair, He can redeem. Restore. Heal. I'm already seeing it.

So many have reached out.  The prayers have been felt and deeply appreciated.  There's no right words, and that's okay.  I'm praying a hedge of protection around my children.  I pray for wisdom in making decisions, and guidance in my steps.  I pray for grace, for restoration, for healing.  For prayers, instead of judgment.  I am thankful for His unmerited favor. For His love. But for the grace of God I am what I am. 

He gives grace for each day, for each moment.  I am claiming His promises and trusting in His plan that is bigger than my own.  




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